compliments when you are dead
So last saturday i flew down to Tampa to take my mom out to dinner for her 60th bday, and flew back home sunday. Which was an ok thing to do..but my sister gave me a backhanded comment that meant alot to me and i don't think she knows.
So she said ..."I can't believe my brother became such an activist". and you gotta realize, that i (of course never do anything nice--just ask tony) but i do some good for society, but she doesn't realize at all (as noone does cause i tend to keep my benevolent side quieter)..but for her to say that with a nice look on her face meant so much to me. So that was my soft spot and i'll not own up to it again for awhile...especially with us hating each other now...different story different time....But as much as i show no positive emotion, I hope my sister Angela knows that I have always appreciated her, and she made me feel better in my head than anyone has in a long long fuckin time!
